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Name: Midnight
Country: United States
Birthday: 2/11/1991
Interests: PAIN DEPRESSION SUICIDE CUTTING DEATH
Expertise: NOTHING...it's what I am and what I am good at...
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Member Since:
5/16/2004
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| David was found dead today in his room. Apparently he had tightened his spiked collar three notches too tight and was unable to remove it. In an act of desperation, he grabbed his trusty razor and attempted to cut through the leather, but the blade was too dull, and so he strangled to death. His Slipknot music was turned up too loud for his parents to hear him thrashing about upstairs, and so he died.
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My fucking parents have decided that it is time I learn to drive. What the fuck is wrong with them? I DO NOT want to drive their sutpid piece of shit all over this wretched world. Besides, where the fuck am I going to go...other than maybe to my own death. Soon...I feell...I SHALL DIE. I made a pact with the darkness last night. The darkness that is always there....when the lights go out.
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| It has been a long time since I have updated, butt fuck it you don't even care.
While my parents went out today to buy groceries today, I meditated in my room with the blade in my hand. The darklord CANE is drawing near. Last night in my dreams I saw him. Now that I am an elder goth, I can see things that these FUCKING preps can't see. THE TIME IS DRAWING NEAR!! I shall spill my own blood tonight. If my fucking parents will ever leave the fuck alone. Today my dad was trying to talk to me about the disgusting act of sex. I keep telling him that I would never do that. Sex is for prep clones to reproduce. It's a human emotion and it DISGUST ME. IT"S PATHETIC!! But he wouldn't shut the fuck up. He kept tell me about all this disgusting shit that makes me want to end myself even sooner. Like, maybe tonight. When the witching hour of the dark noon approaches....
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| I was supposed to go to the mall with Mike and Raven but once again my fucking father has found it nessesary to shit on my life once more and make me stay home. ALl he would have to do is get his fat ass up and srive me there but no he has to stay home and do his retarded shit that he always does! My fucking mother is no better with her goddamned job. Why the fuck do I have to be alive??? They'll all pay in time, they will pay with their mortal blood!! But for tonight it will only be my blood that spills at the hands of my rusty blade.
Today at school I just about lost it when a fucking prep opened his stupid cock sucking mouth and asked me who died, I felt like telling him that HE WOULD BE DYING SOON...asshole. They see the slashes on my arms and stare like they are expecting me to do a trick or something, they are all the same...MY HATE FOR THEM IS UNDYING
Mike came up with his nickname for the gang, it's Darkstorm and Raven is now offically a member. If my fucking dad wasn;t being such a prick then we would be at a graveyard now...looks like now I am going to have to get into the grave yard another way.......
~_MiDnIgHt_~ | | |
| THE NIGHT CHILDREN
Our new gang is basically against preps and conformists. There are a few rules:
1. Must be a goth, vampire, warlock, or witch
2. Clothing must be a symbol of your soul, only black will do.
3. NO LOVERS, love is not real!
4. No preps, jocks, posers, cheerleaders, football players, rapper wanna-bes, wimps, or pussies. This is a real GOTH gang and not just some shitty poser party.
5. Must be into depression, witchcraft, or something that defies comforming!
6. Must be into body modification or mutiliation
7. Must create a new gothic name
There will be more rules soon. Today has sucked once again. The end of the school year will be here soon and I am glad that I am going to get away from that sea of shit...but my parents are driving me even more insane than I already am. I dont know if I will even live to see this gang grow...I can sense death nearing....my razor is so sharp and ready....
FUCK LIFE
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